Feelings of Pain

I struggle with the feelings I have
that seems to come from all around.
But I always remember the person who gave
these painful feelings that I have found.
When they see me they must say things with no meaning.
They will tear down and hurt
But they do not see me as a being
who has a feeling like their friend Kurt

I may lay awake at night
wishing for something new
But all I ever do is fight
with words that are so few
But then again I may sleep
and be peaceful because I am alone
But when I hear the alarm ring deep
I know that I must live another day like a drone

You have to fight your battles by yourself.
No one ever bothers to help
they may shove you in the locker shelf
but no one will ever stop calling you kelp

But you know that no matter
what people say to you about your hair
They will never say things to make you feel better
And they will only prove that the world isn't fair.

[A/N] English assignment about what we are going through, ABAB rhyming scheme.

Written: January 2009